You Are Home

You Are Home live from your heart, uploaded by Deb Did It, found via kind over matter March 29, 2010 Dear Michelle, Its your first day as a full-time entrepreneur! Well, technically its your 6th day, but since last week was Soul Week this is your first official day. Doesnt it feel warm? Doesnt it feel special? Doesnt it feel peaceful right? Cant you get a glimpse of what your life will be like from now on (hint: you call the shots plan your day around your values intentions!)? Youre already off to a great start, having showered, gotten dressed, enjoyed a cup of coffee a bowl of cereal some time with your Google Reader. Heck, you even returned some emails crossed some stuff off your To Do List but you eased into it slowly. And here it is, only 9:30a youre already honoring the Me Time you want to have in each work day. I know it still seems like youre on vacation. But isnt that telling a vacation to you is full of coaching work!? Thats how you know that this is It. This is For Real. This is Your Life, your career is wrapped tight within it. Its always felt like a separate entity work life. When have they cohabitated, ever? When you were performing, probably the summer stock, regional cruise ship gigs where you didnt have any other job but to get on stage a few times a week. Did that seem as seamless as this, though? If it did, I dont remember it well. Coaching, being your own boss, just seems to flow as a soulful, true part of your life, doesnt it? Its not even a piece or part of your life, because it doesnt feel like its a separate entity from life itself. Its really, really nice. Youre worrying about money, though. I can tell. However, is worry the right word? Youre not stressed or anxious about it, which is nice. Still, its there, looming, that one black cloud thats threatening to hide the sunshine thats invaded your world. You look at your client list , while as robust as it could have been with the day job, you now think, Its not enough. Youre allowing yourself to imagine that worst case scenario, which, thankfully, isnt too too terrible just another day job. Part-time, even. But acknowledging that Plan B calms you, makes you smile, lets you think, Thats it? Thats the worst case scenario? I could deal with that if I had to. Thats not failing. Thats coping, dealing with cards that I might be dealt in the best way I could possibly deal em. I could live through that, even be proud of it. Easy breezy. Youre going to be OK. No scratch that. Youre going to thrive. Because even if Plan B becomes Plan Right Now, youre still in the right place the place that honors your grown-up life all the goodness that comes with it. You got yourself there, I couldnt be more excited for you. You are home. Love, Future Michelle